I miss you so much it's disgusting. It's been pouring and I always giggle to myself because I get to tell you about it.. and then I remember I can't anymore. I know this was my decision and it is something that I felt was better for me but holy shit I just want to spend an afternoon tearing up from laughing with you, eating yummy food, taking some pictures, and talking in code. I know it was the right decision, taking some time to reassess where my head is at and I'm happy that's what I'm doing, and I really appreciate your understanding. But if you ever really need me I know you know my number, and I promise I'll answer. Maybe some day we can start fresh - actually I'm holding my breath for it. We're meant to be friends forever, maybe just not friends right now. I love you always, I miss you too much, I know you're doing okay. —I Hope You Know I Still Care