Not only does it suck, but people do it so politely, as to think I'm really the one in the wrong. I don't understand how i am coming off and I don't feel like myself. I wish something nice would happen for once. Maybe for once I can get the job. AND maybe for once the guy will like me, and not some stupid bimbo blonde who gives head on the first date. I hate been rejected, it only validates the fact that trying is a useless waste of time. and I'm sick of people telling me everything will be alright, when clearly it isn't, or it wasn't meant to be. How the fuck do you know what is meant to be. I give up trying, for now I will stay anti-social, because people just aren't worth the effort.