Could it be that i’m just crazy to think that I could reach someone in this way…am I just a fool? I could be her biggest fan…no…much more…does she want or even need this? I know some have turned against me with thoughts and opinions that only serve a negative outcome.
Why listen to them…they don’t know or represent me. This saddens me…but then, i’m outnumbered, am I not? How does this happen, to feel so strongly about someone. She has me now. I’m not going anywhere…unless that is her wish… —i’ll do the rest
This article appears in Mar 20-26, 2014.


Maybe she feels like she’s outnumbered as well Op.Or, maybe she’s not 100% certain of your feelings because you gaurd your emotions.Just a thought.Hopefully, you’ll find a way to “reconnect”..so to speak.Good luck.
OP,
Please believe it is absolutely possible to reach someone in a deep and profound way. You are not a fool. I know because someone has recently touched me in that exact manner. Fear has me holding back but it is of no fault of his. The greatest things always come with the biggest risks. Risks for me, that are haunted by a past. I have been working to move past those fears, and happily on the verge of succeeding. I hope she does the same. I also hope she is mature enough to come to her own conclusions about you. I know I would be extremely honored to have someone in my life that adored me, as you clearly do her. I wish you all the best and hope things work out.
OP Maybe she knows of your feelings for her but isn’t 100% sure of the identity of her secret admirer. .She is in love with that man(YOU,OP).
Act now OP, she wants you as badly as you want her.
OP The chick “has” you until you suck all the good/health out of her in order to get that you want then when she becomes a liability to you,you’ll cut the line your keeping her in-toe with