This goes out to Kaelan, my step-grandson, who 8 days ago entered this world:
I will love you and protect you with my last dying breath, now and always. You have given me another chance to play daddy, even if only for a short time. When I saw you come into this world, and heard you cry, it sent delightful shivers thru to my very soul, if I still have one all these years later. I’m just sorry that I won’t be around to see you marry and have babies of your own. But wherever I am, in this world or the next I will still be watching over you, and that is a promise I will never break.
You have made this old suckster see a lot of things he has missed over the years by not having any other babies. And that I really deeply regret. I hp ethat when I’m gone you will always remember what little time we did have, ans say ho to me even if you don’t see me anywhere, but I will be there for you, in life or death.
Keep on keeping on little man, and don’t let anyone ever give you shit, fight for what you feel in your heart to be right, and always remember, Grampy loves you.—Life Sucks
This article appears in Jul 29 – Aug 4, 2010.


Way to go Lifesucks, you made Ivan cry. I hope you’re proud.
Sincerely my Bitch-Brother, that was one of the most beautiful things I’ve read. Ever. You and Kaelan are equally blessed to have each other. Rawk. Rawk. Rawk.
keep on lovin Grampy 🙂
man oh man suckulous, i’m with ivan. that was loverly and i am kinda weepy these days anyhoo
xox
Love.
ahh shit now I feel all soft and like emotional and shit …. dang now I gotta go kill somethang …. dang it 🙂
thanks guys, i just popped in to see if this was up yet. yes,my little man is quite the guy, i don’t know if life sucks will continue on in my present state. he has made me see all kinds of beauty and wonder in this old world. i have a duty to help him thru this and to protect him, no matter the cost to my own self. i will be in from time to time, but there will be a new person in the body of the old suckster. thanks again guys, have a great one, and have a very good time while i’m not here.
and by the way, sorry about the errors in words there, eyes were kind of not working right, but you know how it is,right?
Awww, LS awesome sentiments hun. Sweet. The little man is lucky to have you!
LS…. you’re a class act. Utmost congrats and i hope you provide each other with lots of love and enjoyment. See you ’round…..
*mouse ears* <3 to you LS, that made me all teary. New little loved ones sure are a special gift and he's a really lucky boy to have you in his life.
be sure to teach him all the important life lessons…
do unto others….
don’t run with scissors….
and the fact that the world is a sewer and we’re all living in hell.
skip that last one suckulous…you are making me worry zZz