We dated years ago, I didn’t take it seriously. Our lives weren’t in the same place, I was looking for something different or so I thought. When we don’t chat, I miss you. I want to spend so much time with you, but I can’t.
You were there when I needed someone and helped me through a very difficult time. You don’t judge me, you listen to me. You always make me feel like everything is going to be OK. I want to share with the world how wonderful you’ve been to me, but we can’t, it’s our secret. If it wasn’t for you, I would have never made it through.
My feelings have always been the same, they never changed. I always loved you but told myself I didn’t. I denied my feelings because I was selfish, I didn’t think you were good enough.
The past is the past and we cannot change that. We can’t go back in time. You’re an awesome person, you deserve a wonderful life, a wonderful partner and no matter where were are in our lives you will always mean the world to me. —No Time Machine
This article appears in Jun 2-8, 2011.
“I didn’t think you were good enough”
Yeah. You deserve what you got, OP.
Concur, Dr Kitty.
It’s OK. I have since realised that you were simply a vivid hallucination. I don’t talk to my hallucinations anymore, everything is going much better now.