Dude, I actually did love you, you know. I hope that someday sinks in. I loved you and your family, and I couldn’t wait to expand it.
But you called me names, and you were on my back and you shoved me into a wall, and you choked me out at least three times, and you smacked me…so I know logically that leaving you was the best thing for me, but yeah, you were right when you said I pushed you too…yeah dude, I shoved you so hard the plug in the wall broke, but think of your sister, maybe a female of my stature in my position—anyone woulda shoved you away.

Yes you were right, me and you could have had it all, could have had the life, could have been sky high on each other…but lordy if it’s worth it while you’re putting your foundation on in the morning to cover the bruises you got last night or crying while running a bath so no one can hear you…Those are the sacrafices I’m too terrified to make…so I ran. I ran so far away…lol. —Gimpchrist

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  1. you (and I quote) “Ran… ran far away…lol”

    Um… If dude was putting my ass through a wall and gizing me the old goose neck move, last thing I’d be doing was LOL’ing… I dont even think i’d be wtf’ing… not even IDK’ing… id be like “damn boy, you think you can get up in MY bidness like dat” and id be all “Oh no you dih-hent”.. sigh, back to the egg nog I go… sorry to hear about your problems. People have it worse though. Look at CNN.

  2. op…you ‘couldn’t wait to expand it’. please tell me you don’t mean to have his baby?

    choking you and shoving you are not little habits, or quirks. it’s not love. AT ALL.

  3. spousal abuse is never a nice thing or all right. this shit could turn real serious fast. whether you be male or female, if it comes to duking it out, then just fucking leave. i have seen too many nice people get caught up in this shit, and even a few die, at the hands of their partners. then we have the moms, who choose their man over their kid/s. that is just plain fucking sickening.

  4. rereading that bitch, it sounds as if this might be one female about another, or a guy about his woman. read the foundation part for the hint. or maybe it’s about 2 guys, wish the fuck it wasn’t so cryptic.

  5. /spousal abuse is never a nice thing or all right. /

    do you still carry a gun to compensate for yourlim p cock. ?and why all ofa sudden is woggie#1 gone and you talking like drphil ? is you psychotic break over already?
    last question~how long did the police l augh when you told them people we re being mean to you on the inter net?

  6. Please stay away from this person. You have to consider your safety and well being. No partner is worth that.

  7. I hope that the first time he “Choked you out” you decided expanding the family was off the table. Don’t engage in any communication and look for better.

  8. “Time is a teacher, he’s taught me well.
    The loser is the one who cries.
    And when you’ve cried like a baby and you’ve felt like hell
    You know the Devil by the look in his eyes.”

    Ordinarily I don’t like addressing real world pain with song lyrics but these lines just seem to fit so well. Go, don’t ever look back and live the decent life you deserve.
    Good luck

  9. 1980 & 81. Best gotdang summer job I ever had >: )
    Even Montrealman did a stint for a local station, introducing the People’s Gospel Hour, when he was a stripling..

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