You probably won’t read this. If you do, you probably won’t realize it’s you. But from the moment I met you, I felt an immediate connection—enough to scare me into sabatoging it. It scared me, I dissected it too much and now, there’s no chance of exploring it. This would be in the bitch column, except for the fact no matter how I wish things had gone there was a positive aspect, that changed my life, and not a day goes by that wasn’t improved by that short experience, and it’s made a serious impact on me and my habits. You’re a wonderful person, and you deserve even better of a person for you. I hope you find happiness to the Nth power, and hopefully letting these sentiments out will make it easier to stop thinking of you. —Kitty

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  1. I thought it was you too. And you having suspicions of who the poster may be (again) is just making me think that maybe your mind is starting to create multiple personalities and you really are the poster…you just keep creating new accounts and comment to keep a conversation going with yourself….lol. xoxoxo. It’s ok…I talk to myself too.

  2. Noooo seriously, it’s not me! I promise! I haven’t sabotaged anything!

    So thanks for using my handle, OP! *grumble*

    Also: OP, what makes you think there’s “no change of exploring it”?

  3. Oh shush, NGF. This is a perfectly sweet, yet sad love.

    OP: don’t stop thinking about them! call them, text them, FB them, email them, BBM them, whatever! It might not be too late, and you might not have fucked things up as much as you think you have. And if you have, both you AND they have closure. Tell them what you’ve told us! If there really *is* that much of a connection there you might be surprised. Don’t let it end with an anonymous love!

  4. You should totally tell this person how you feel, I’m sure I’m not the only one to feel that it may just be me.

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