We wanted it to work out so badly. I loved the idea of us together. But lo and behold, I put things in my mind about you that convinced me you were not my next love. Whether I made a mistake by pushing you away or not, you are 100 percent, without a doubt, the best guy I’ve ever been with.
I really tried to love you and now that I’ve lost you… well I just can’t tell if I fucked it up big time.
Whatever the case… I’m moving on, but I think about you everyday. Stay sweet. —Longing Lover
This article appears in Jun 24-30, 2010.
Love = mega barf. Not worth even trying.
Weird you know, as much as I may have thought I have been in love in the past, a good friend of mine recently helped me conclude that I have actually never been in love. There has yet to be one single girl who I have felt 100% devoted to in my entire 25 years on this planet. Maybe it’s just me, or maybe love is one of those bullshit unproven concepts.
Is that you Ms. L? This is Mr. L.
You can try again. You didn’t fuck it up permanently, just temporarily.
I would gladly give you a second chance, you’re the best woman I’ve ever known.