When I met you, you were perfect. Level, sorted out, good looking, funny, great career. A catch. I didn’t care that I just got out a bad relationship and had no business chasing you. But I got what I wanted anyways. Our time together was amazing, and despite all of your heart ache and disbelief, I loved you more then anyone else who has ever graced my life.
But you changed. I went from the only desire in your life to, competing for attention with your smart phone. Life is cruel, but while you were busy with twitter, someone, who may not be perfect, was fighting for my heart, and won.
I admit I was cruel, and dishonest, but honestly I would have rather lied then try to explain that this ” amazing person” who all my friends thought I was hurting, was actually a selfish prick who couldn’t get their head out of their ass. I was cruel, and felt bad, but you acted crazy and immature in the end and I was nothing but happy and relived to finally cut you out of my life.
3 years have passed, and you moved on, you are happy. You have a new girl, just bought a new car, new house and you’ll probably be married in no time. I would never admit it, I’m too good for that, but I see you often, and I miss you. Those bright eyes, drinking tea on sunny afternoons, hung over scrambled eggs, and your loving, awkward charm. So many warm memories. I don’t think any man will ever make me feel home like you did.
A thousand feels.
—A Small Home Built on Love
This article appears in Apr 11-17, 2013.
“hung over scrambled eggs”
Don’t you hate it when your breakfast goes out for a night of hard drinking.
teehee, nice kitty
Take responsibility for your own actions OP. I love when people blame others. We all make poor choices and have regrets for our actions but you took the cowardly way out and you lost the love of your life. It sucks! But this post would have been more meaningful had you not played blame on him. I’m glad he’s happy. Now stop looking at the grass on the other side and start fertilizing your own f’n yard.
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I admit I was cruel, and dishonest, but honestly
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As honest as you were with him?
As long as you get what you THINK you want, everything is cool, right?
Nice morals.
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and I miss you
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(Facepalm)
You threw him away, dickhead. Live with it.
And leave him the fuck alone.
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^A thousand agrees.
If you leveled with me and were serious I would have left.
YOU..treated me like shit.Why should I lesson to someone who would do that?
I’m going to give this a break for a while because I think I need it.
BTW YOU…Sadly I finally see. BYE 🙁 🙁
Um. I don’t think this is about you, boru.
Boru, my friend, stop torturing yourself. People post on these boards to vent to/about people and situations that pissed them off. (usually on the bitch section but sometimes loves are bitches in disguise). Assuming they’re all about you is 1. A little bit egocentric and 2. Going to drive you insane. I promise you 99% of the posts you read are NOT about you.
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I’m going to give this a break for a while because I think I need it.
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So now it’s “I need a break” instead of “WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME LEAVE?!?!”?
0% sympathy.
Just leave. Please.
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BTW YOU…Sadly I finally see. BYE 🙁 🙁
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lols
You say this at least 5 times a week.
Get. Help.
I can kind of relate to some of this…
“I admit I was cruel, and dishonest, but honestly I would have rather lied..”
This shit ain’t cool. You wonder why they acted crazy when the house of cards came tumbling down. Not hard to see you were basically torturing them.
My comment had nothing to do with the letter.I picked a random place to write a comment.I never read the letter.
I wanted to make that clear.
YOU…Thanks 🙂
YOU: Take your meds.
Enjoy your break from the board. We sure will!
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p.s. I don’t even care what “letter”.
p.p.s. see if you can get your meds in cherry flavour
Damn. This might as well be written to me.
Jeebus, kinda got chills.
If this is about me: Get fucked.