Well, it’s taken 3 months but it’s finally happened. I am now pissed off as shit. I’ve spent the in-between time making excuses for your dickness but I can’t do it anymore. I don’t understand why you bothered lying to me when I explicitly asked you if you were seeing someone else. It was clearly over with us (after an effing short time—too short for me to still be thinking about it), and we were supposed to be having an honest conversation. WTF. I’m pissed that you don’t even treat her well and lie to her too. I’m especially pissed that you can still make me weak in the knees, even after all that I’ve learned about you. I’m pissed that I can’t move on. I hate being angry but you made it happen. Good job. I’m pissed that I feel bad for saying all that because even though you probably deserve it, I still don’t want to hurt you. —Scorned Neurotic
This article appears in Nov 11-17, 2010.
DTMFA. He may make you weak in the knees still for a while, but you’ll sleep better at night knowing you can do much better.
Been there myself OP. Please ask yourself what it is about being used by a scumbag that makes you weak in the knees.
Been there, done that, bought the tee-shirt.
Going through the same thing now, actually.
Hang in there. It does eventually get better.
Don’t let ‘weak in the knees’ transulate into ‘weak in the head’.
Solid advice, TTFN. /bow
Self-respect means the ‘weak in the knees’ effect should be diminished by the lack of respect the guy displays. If you have to constantly excuse someone’s behaviour, don’t walk away…run! You will eventually anyway. Better to nip it in the bud early. Keep this as an example of the kind of treatment that is unacceptable in a partner.
Must be talking about the SleepWatcher.
Ugh. Now I’m even more pissed because I didn’t bitch clearly enough to specify that it ENDED 3 months ago and I’m only now getting pissed about it. – The Same Scorned Neurotic
I hear a voice say “Don’t be so blind”
It’s telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry?
I just can’t take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I’m out the door
And now I’m done with you
I feel like you don’t want me around
I guess I’ll pack all my things
I guess I’ll see you around
It’s all been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound
I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?
Always, always, always, always
I see the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Was it all just a part of your plan?
The pistol’s shakin’ in my hands
And all I hear is the sound
I love you, I hate you
I can’t live without you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can’t live without you
Eh. You’ll get over it eventually. Just ride the pissedoffness out until then. This too shall pass.
someone is striding the fence here.
Do I know you???You sound like the disgruntled bf’s ex….lol
Ankh69 does your boyfriend lie to you and treat you bad?
Get over him OP…be strong and do not give in! You’ll thank yourself down the road!
hmmm..what are your initials??