It all ended so badly, we were so in love and it ended as a mess.
For a long time I hated you but I realize now that we were both wrong. I don’t think my heart will ever heal properly, but I just wanted to let you know that I am doing well in life but still miss you.
Our separation gave me the chance to rebuild me life in a way that gives me the freedom to follow my true path. Part of me still hates you for hurting me so badly, but I know in time I will grow strong enough to see you without falling apart. —Missing your hugs
This article appears in Sep 2-8, 2010.


are you in my head??? That’s just how I feel regarding my relationship ending. I know now we should not be together but the ending hurt so much I don’t know that I can ever forgive him but hopefully I will be strong enough to see him someday without falling apart. I learned to say his name without crying so it’s all baby steps.
I can sympathize.
all wounds heal in time….
except the fatal blow but at that point, I guess time’s up.
Every hour wounds; it’s the last which kills.
(Gee Thanks Colonel Bringdown >; )
Part of me wishes my ex wrote this to me. Although I highly doubt it.
i like to call him buzzkillington colonel, but i *mouse ears* him and less than three too^^^
Col. Bringdown was supposed to be me. I*mouse ears* him as well. He never fails to make me laugh. Hee Haw.
oh pardon, you are generally speaking not a bringer of down^^
funnygirl, i got an extra shoulder to cry or lean on, if needed. other things too.
man i wish this was for me.
meh… never mind. There is no way it can be.