I do want your help but I’m too afraid of being rejected again. I could lose a lot more than my pride if you turned me away again. A mind is a bad thing to lose. When I’m convinced it’s you, and I’m over the moon, then I’m hurt because I’m not sure whether I’m speaking to you.
I think of you 1000 times a day, you’re in my dreams. Which is my only chance of peace in my life. We need to see your awesome smile and bright blue eyes and your strong shoulders to cry on. I miss you and that’s no joke. —I Want Your Help
This article appears in Oct 11-17, 2012.
OP It sounds as though your life has been quite stressful,the only peace you get is while your sleeping and dreaming.I wish you luck with receiving the help you seek from the person you need it from….Remember,at times everyone has said or did something stupid(Lord knows I have).Sometimes a person wants/needs someone so badly they can’t/don’t think straight, as the result you end up fucking everything up.I understand that.
Im there…cant think straight..have him on my mind 24/7 or almost.. I gotta get a grip…he is not worth me wasting my thoughts on BUT God he is so handsome.
Jupiter2012 I feel sorry for you.You sound like a person that’s never been in love.The OP sounds like she is in love but is going through a rough period in her life.I read that she’s hoping it’s the guy she loves but is afraid somebody is fucking with her again,sounds as though it happened to her before,which hurt her a lot.I hope she get’s her man.
oh jeez…. now we have a crazy nutbag bible-thumper.
Jupiter, God is not handsome.
His representation is just drawn that way to sell it.
If he were portrayed to look like this
http://redpox1st.files.wordpress.com/2009/…
do you think people would even be remotely interested in reading about him?
at least you realize he is not worth you wasting my thoughts on though