I really meant what I told him to say. Because of you I can’t wait to work everyday. I wish I had a chance to explain everything stupid I do but I would probably blow it again because I am not as cool as you. I am so sorry I can’t say what I really want to ever. You are the bravest person and I think you’re pretty clever. “Your eyes are so pretty and the clothes you wear they are so fine.” For you, anyday I would walk the line. When you touched my arm and called me Hun it was the highlight of my year. I wanted to walk home with you but I have been living my life in fear. Every song was supposed to explain the way I felt. But even music can’t convey the way you make me melt. I know this all sounds corny but that’s the way I feel. Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between what’s fantasy and real. Maybe I am crazy but I don’t really care. Cause I’d be crazy not tell you that this feeling is hard to bear. I know it’s probably too late but I thought I would give it one last try. You can go your own way and l will cry, cry, cry. —Sad pathetic loser who only ever wanted you.
This article appears in Aug 28 – Sep 3, 2014.
OP if this person loves you they will understand why you behaved like you did.
I agree becauseisaidso.
She’s so hiiiiiiiiiiigh above me…she’s so lovely…. Why hold this person so high on a pedestal? Have they cured cancer, won a nobel prize or do they just have a sweet set of tits? I guarantee you this person is just any other human bean whose shit stanks just as much as your own. If you expressed your feelings to her and she said no, move on. Wallowing in self-pity about how you aren’t good enough and how this person is cooler than you is misspent energy. Why not spend some time on your self and becoming a “cooler” person. Better yourself; whether its school, getting a better job, enhancing your physical fitness, etc. Love yourself, because at the end of it all you’ll be buried in a cedar box alone. Stop looking for someone to make you happy and BE SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY.