Originally, I only wanted you for several selfish reasons, those being to have you as both my rebound and fuck-buddy. At the time, I felt no want or need to have you as anything more than that. But now, I have to admit, you’ve kind of grown on me. Maybe it’s your positivity, your smile, your laugh, your easy-goingness, your understanding, that I know that you do actually care about me, I trust you will be there for me, or maybe it’s the fact that I now realize you are 100 times better than the last one. Your nice body and cute face help too, but you’re no longer a rebound or a fuck buddy. You are someone very special to me.
I’m sorry that I didn’t see this in you before, that I was selfish and a bit of an asshole to you, thinking that you were just going to be another random girl I hooked up with, but now you mean so much more to me. I suppose that I’m still a bit fragile, somewhat jaded, and don’t want to get hurt again. But, my dear, I am willing to give love another shot and really want to make it work with you. Dare I say it, I think I’m falling in love again. —I’ll be fine, though!
This article appears in May 6-12, 2010.
tell her when you see her
Sometimes that’s the sneakiest way to fall in love… when you aren’t really expecting it and definitely not looking for it. I met my lover this same way, and it’s been a long joyful ride which I hope doesn’t end anytime soon… feels wonderful when you finally open up to it and just enjoy it.
that does seem to be the way it goes…
don’t look for it and it’ll fall into your lap.
hopefully figuratively AND literally. };-)
This sounds like you, but am I being silly in hoping it is? If by chance I’m right, then I knew all you really wanted was attention but now that things have changed I’m still scared which I tell you all the time. I’m scared to be hurt, but I’m falling, or jumping rather.
Jump away girl, no sense in holding back and losing out. Can’t miss what you never had.
Now if only I could take that advice =D
larry david.
Why is it that our own advice is always the most impossible to follow? I think a bitch should be written about that. haha
BARF!
Just kidding. Should I confess? Hehe.
yes you must confess for the best sex ever!! and so the fun can go to a whole new level with muchmore adventure – trust and shared feelings allow way more openness in ALL areas of wild!! hehehe