A year ago almost to this day, you last took me into your bed. I knew it was an act of charity on your part, and it felt so loveless – that’s why I couldn’t stop the tears afterwards. Though you told me you didn’t want a relationship, you traded on a lot of its benefits for a long time, and when you felt strong enough to go it alone, you completely removed me from your life. Worse, I sat there with you months later and let you tell me that I never really existed with you; I was just the comparison that fell short every time. You didn’t bother to try and see my own strengths, weaknesses, fears and love. Now, finally, I know that the loss is yours, and that anyone who sees me as a dirty secret, an embarrassment, wouldn’t ever hold my heart the way it deserves, and shouldn’t have a chance at any other body part, either. —So Much for Stupendous

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  1. Wow another woe is me story. He told you from the get go that it was a benefits thing, so why did YOU continue? He told you, you were a door mat and it would appear you accepted that position or you would have kicked him to the curb after the first sex session or soon afterwards and not almost a year later. Obviously you got something out of it.

  2. I can see it now…. Broad…tears streaming down her face….falling off her chin…. ‘Why won’t you talk to me?”
    …. Dude says… “I talked to you BEFORE I fucked you… or don’t you remember you fuckin’ dummy.”

  3. You need to get out more. You throwin all your energies out at one dude who ain’t for you. If you wuz dating 5 mens you wouldn’t think twice about dat ass. Why you getting played when you could be da playa? If he’s makin you his dirty secret, you OUT that fool. You go up to whoever he hidin you from and say, “Hai, I’m da bitch he bin tappin, how you doooeurn?”

  4. You knew it was an act of charity …. a pity fuck … you went there more than once …. it ended …. move on …. and try not to ”fall short” for the next hundred booty calls that cum knocking.

  5. COLD HEARTED FEMALES!

    When will guys ever learn? Some females just don’t have a heart!

    A new avatar! A new avatar!

    A pleasure as always.

    Cheerio!

  6. OP, you are a silly little twit with the self-esteem of a flea. Fuck buddies are just that – there are no ‘romantic’ overtones – you get fucked, he gets fucked and life goes on. If you continue to chase after someone who obviously don’t give a honk, then you’ll hit an emotional brick wall of your own creation.

  7. When will people ever learn? Wanna be treated like a booty call? Keep spreading them legs at the drop of a hat. Respect yourself and maybe others will treat you with the respect you seek.

  8. I’m missing out on all the fun, lately it seems the only time I spread my legs is for a colonoscopy…at least Pico-Salax made my butt hole cleaner than Mr. Clean.

  9. Maybe the rimmer-lover in the other bitch could use some Pico-Salax for more action.

    Brings to mind unfortunate corporate decisions. “Roll up the rim?” Makes me think of dinner rolls in dark places. And that “W” in the hilariously named McWrap is just a little too silent in my opinion, but perhaps adequately describes the product.

  10. postings like this, I just wanna shut my eyes and walk past quickly.

    why broadcast your shame? I mean, really.

  11. People treat you the way you allow them too. I’m glad you’re growing and liking yourself more OP.

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