My life as been hell even more so lately. At certain times, I start feeling sorry for myself then the pity turns into hurt feelings for the way you dropped me. I genuinely care for you in despite of the self hater or sucker I must look like, I miss you terribly. I know you had (I think you still do) feelings for me as well. I know what you were forced to tell me and what you wanted to say to me were pole opposites. You aren’t the bad guy you want most people to think you are. Although I am one of them, I know you aren’t a bad guy. You’ve been hurt before, which would explain why you seem to be afraid of falling in love or becoming close to a woman again.
I know now, I do believe I deserve to have genuine love in my life, so do you. I need you to know I still care for you. It’s been many years since I’ve been held by a man. My dreams are of you holding me after making loving to me and I actually feel happy. Then I’m reminded of the dark, stark reality of my hell when I awaken.
I have tried very hard to erase you from my mind but, the memories of the warm feelings I felt and our laughter while I was with you kept returning.
I won’t hurt you; you’ve been hurt so many times in your past. —Is It Too Soon For That Coffee?
This article appears in Nov 1-7, 2012.
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poof… memories gone.
hes just not that into you
He really is the bad guy. And I bet he sleeps well at night.
Let him go.
No doubt in my mind he does sleep very well at night.