MAN, I am a fucking idiot….

I think this is going to be all cryptic bitchers so move on now if you don’t want to be confused. That means you too LS. And don’t any of you start the “WTF’ bullshit with me… not now… not ever. you’ve been fucking warned./p>

Emotions are high and I get all pissed and enraged.
Add red bull and I’m fucking wired to the max. Tragic night.
Can’t even talk or express thought. No connection whatsoever with anyone I don’t already know. Wasted precious time with a true friend I never get to see… and can’t get past my own stupid, fucking emotions. She’s tough as nails and can really put me through the ringer. How can someone be both so high and low in so little time??? Too much confusion. Emotions are a bitch… a true, true bitch. Needed a little forced, physical pain to even me out and I certainly got it. Looking forward to more.
Hope she can look past my idiocy. Luv her like family.
Maybe more but can’t decide.. not that it will go there.
How can I fuck up a nearly un-ruinable connection so god damn quickly??? My life is really getting to be a fucking mess. I feel so bad.. so small… so fucked.—Life’s zeal loZt zo quickly

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  1. ah zzz, some females have a nasty habit of fucking up a dude’s brain. had a real good female friend awhile back, we would do anything for each other. then one day she asked if i ever thought of fucking her.told her yes i did, but didn’t want our friendship to desolve on account of that thought.
    she said she thought about it too. long story short, we did it, was great, and next day, she wouldn’t even say hi to me.after a long while, she came to me, and said it was over, what, our friendship, yes she said. she walked away from a friend she had known for over 10 years, and i only thought of sex with her once, in all that time. she had bf’s, i had gf’s, but we stayed friends, til that last time. i miss her, and wonder what ver became of her. hope this is not what happened to you bud, it fucking really sucks.

  2. Y A W N .
    sorry to say it…but the rest of the world really could care less.
    or as my mom would say during my teenage years… “stop feeling sorry for yourself, there’s a whole world out there” , so explore it.

  3. but more: we are not the rest of the world, i know you have some compassion. if not, well have fun killing coyotes^^^

  4. Well G.o.P. (is that handle of yours an inside reference?) seeing as every individual IS the Center of THEIR universe, anything outside of your perspective, is the rest of the world/universe.

    killing coyotes isn’t going to be fun, hearing a child was killed around my area, even though it wouldn’t be my child, by a coyote would IMO be a long way from fun . While I don’t support nor do I take issue with a bounty, putting the fear of man, into wild animals that are becoming an increasing problem is better than doing nothing.
    I have seen what shooting at coyotes has done to make them fearful of humans in Stewiacke (where we have a camp near several farms) they see you out walking even in summer when we don’t even carry a gun still causes them to remember back to November when we would see them & shoot at them (& we hit them quite rarely, they’re very fast)
    Isn’t the whole point to keep fatal attacks at a minimum ?
    That IMO doesn’t mean we have to kill them all, but if they come to associate humans with dead or hurt coyotes & that keeps them away form us. That works for me.

  5. damn LS… there are some parallels.
    You’re not entirely on the mark but in the same ball field.

    More… I knew where you would stand.. and you’re entitled to your yawning..
    and I’m entitled to telling you that you can so suck a big donkey dick you heartless, incompassionate fucking twat.

    I wasn’t able to really talk to anyone at the time I wrote this so I used the board to vent…councilor said writing things out and talking to people is good and I figured this was a two-for-one so what the hell.

    honestly.. thought I would get a little more flack… but I guess we bitches do really connect on some fucked up level.

  6. well more i hope your cull goes according to plan…don’t have fun
    i bake bread and sometimes i am in mental and physical anguish…otay

  7. Aw, c’mon people! Lets all go eat some skittles and stare at rainbows! Cheer up 🙂

  8. fizz…. this bitch was meant to be more or less therapeutic for an OP who is going through a rough patch. He is getting along better now though…..

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