…to just walk away from you? After months and months of on and off (but really kind of still on), this is getting exhausting, but I just can’t seem to give you up, or give up on you.
At the best of times, I don’t know where I stand in your books, or even fit into your life… and I don’t think that you do either. But maybe I just don’t–if that’s the case, it would be nice to know sooner than later.

Somehow in spite of this, and maybe this is stupidity on my part, I still love you… in the more-than-just-a-friend sort of sense (because hey, we’ll still be friends, ya, right). There are times when I can feel you feeling the same way, but then everything else in your life clouds it, and it disappears.

I wish that was as easy for me to do as it seems to be for you, because honestly, I’d rather not love you.

But I do. —Honeycrisp

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  1. I know it’s hard, but if you really have to wonder if you fit into someone’s life… you don’t. If you do, they would be making an effort and you would feel warmth and love. Not the misery you speak of. 🙁

    Hugs and good luck.

  2. I hate these kinds of posts….so generic. Like ummm could you perhaps be more specific? A thousand people are wondering if this is about them and no one will ever know. Honeycrisp narrows it down to the gays… but still too broad.

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