I am a complete idiot!

Almost 10 years ago we married, About 6 years ago you had an affair. Told me I let myself go and you have always has a crush on her. I was so stressed and depressed that I lost over 60lbs. Was down to 126lbs and I still thought I was fat and ugly. Found out I was pregnant, you ended everything with her. I had a miscarriage and your fat whore made fun about my loss. A year later we found out I was pregnant again. Had a beautiful baby. That didn't stop you. Caught you in lies and found messages to other girls. Now I find out you're still playing you bull shit games! BBM another fat whore that you used to fuck! I hope you read this and know it's me! I am sick of your shit! I was too fat and now I am always worried that I am fat! You're a DICK and I am so sick of trying to look good for you when you think about your fat windshield washer whore out west "at least once a month".

I'm thinking I want a DIVORCE! If only I could survive on my pay with 3 kids! —Stupid loving wife