I wish I did. When things are bad, you shut down. When things are going well, you're on edge, waiting for the fall. I know the last few years of accomplishments probably feel insignificant to recent struggles, but you should still be proud of everything you are. These demons will probably always be with you, but I truly hope you can find the peace in life that's so far eluded you, and that you so very much deserve. —Stay in touch