I can't even express how much I feel for you except for what my heart feels now... and it's love. Without a doubt. I have always told you that you were everything I wasn't looking for. But what's happened is you. And you, simply put, are amazing. I've settled for much less in men in the past. Why? I'm not sure now. But you, ex married, with three beautiful boys, are the man dream I've ever imagined. I think I absolutely, entirely... love you. —No. 9