You'll always have a special place in my heart
Posted
on Tue, Feb 22, 2011 at 4:00 AM
I know you read these, so this is for you. Even though you've sort of broken my heart, I'm glad I had you in my life, even if it only was for a moment. Out of everyone in the past, I have never felt that 'click' like I did with you. You made me smile in the coldest days of winter and made them a little less lonely and as much as I would still love to have you in my life to explore what could have been, and as little as I understand why you can't or won't, I respect your decision. That said, you may have your reasons, but you cannot deny that 'something' between us did exist. I know that all that's left is a passing 'hello' when we see each other in random places and meaningless promises of get togethers. At first I thought I had done something wrong. I searched my soul over and over and dissected everything in my head. But now I realize it just isn't meant to be. Everything happens for a reason, right? I'm just trying to figure out what reason there was or is for meeting someone as wonderful as you, only to have it snatched away as suddenly as it came. And as much as I'll deny it to you until the day I die, it's all a front. I really liked you. I still do. —Lonely Lover