Oh Spike... there are so many things I could tell you. But most of all I just need you to know that I wasn't faking any of it. That you made me feel incredible. That I found parts of myself that I had thought I'd lost.

I am not the crafty wordsmith that you are so I'll leave it to a better writer than I to finish up:

Oh yes

there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it's too late

and there's nothing worse than too late

- Charles Bukowski —Sid