Sorry fellow bitchers for posting another broken heart, bitch. I don't mean to fill the site up with this shit but its eating me alive.

Recently breaking up with my long term girlfriend, I was completely blindsided. Didn't see it coming and it was a complete slap in the face. The worst thing is, I was having a hard time in life in general, and then you dumped me.

I'm having a harder time deal with the fact of loosing my best friend and companion, way more than the ass I got from time to time. It doesn't seem like you to do this. You say you will always be there for me. Bullshit.

You said you would call and clearly I waited and there was a lot of shit I needed to tell you. But nope, no fucking call. Don't fucking lie to me, I never have to you... Also being there for me? That's a fucking joke and a half. You're leaving me hanging big time and you know it. You know your ripping my heart out of my fucking chest and probably are sitting back going "huh, whatever, my girlfriends want to go out so I don't have time for this".

You say I have to move on but I don't want any other girl. I want you. My dreams and everything were of you. You say yours of me, I don't understand you. You love me and want to spend your life with me, just not now? The person I know you as wouldn't do this to someone, harshly as you have been doing it to me. And fuck your gfs, they're not fucking better. Big fucking help they were.

I will get over you, it'll just take time. Like I said, loosing my best friend, my go to person, will be the hardest thing. You used to be understanding, sympathetic and so on. Now your just a cold-hearted bitch and I don't know why. New motorcycle getting to your head a bit? Maybe your douche-bag step dad talked you into leaving me. We all know what a cocksucker he is. Or maybe you just took a bad hit and it fucked your head up. It's gotta be one of the above?

Anyways you know I love you, you say you love me too, that's just insulting. I'm only bitching this cause you bailed on your call. A little courtesy would be nice, if I were you, I'd make sure you were OK. I'd owe it to you. But no, hope all your friends think this makes you cool. —Immature-Selfish-Cold