Q Gay male in my late 20s. I recently ended things with a guy. Our relationship started as a strictly sexual one. We're both involved in the kink scene in our city and have interests that align in a particularly great way. Quickly it became clear there was a real connection. The next two months were great! But early on, I noticed that he was a much more extroverted person than I was. He would laugh loudly at movies, work the room at parties, say things about kink in the middle of crowded restaurants. I prefer to blend in. Initially I thought of this as "the price of admission," one I was willing to pay, but it soon became tiresome.
I ended things, telling him that there were conflicts with our personalities that made a relationship difficult, not specifying what. He fell for me—he's stated it over and over—but I don't want him to think he has to change who he is to be with me. I'm confused, Dan. I loved being in a relationship again, the sex is great and finding someone who shares your kinks and you're attracted to emotionally is rare. We have a ton in common when he's being down-to-earth. He's asking me to reconsider. Was I right to end this? —Tired Of Being Single
A He shouldn't have to change who he is to be with you, but what if he wants to?
It's unlikely he'll morph into an always-quietly-tittering, always-discreetly-kinking introvert, just as you're unlikely to morph into a braying, oversharing extrovert. But if making an effort to dial it back is the price he has to pay to be with you—along with reserving convos about his kinks (and, by inference, your kinks) for fetish clubs and play parties—why not let him decide if he's willing to pay?
Gays represent a tiny percentage of the general population, TOBS, and kinky gays represent a not-so-tiny-but-still-smallish percentage of the gay population. I don't think you have to marry this man, regardless of his flaws, just because you're gay and your kinks align. But you should think twice about discarding a guy who's gay and kinky and whose company you enjoy most of the time just because he gets on your nerves now and then.
At the very least, you owe it to yourself, just as you owe it to him, to be specific about the reasons you pulled the plug—because he might want to make an effort to win you back.
There's a lot that's good here—your kinks align (rare!) and you enjoy spending some-but-not-all of your time together (common!)—and there are always work-arounds for the bad. An example from my own life: My husband is way more extroverted than I am. So sometimes he goes to movies, restaurants, clubs and concerts without me. I stay home and read or sleep or clean. And then, when he gets home, we have something to talk about—how the movie was, whether the restaurant was any good, who was out at the clubs and if there were any cute boys in the band. He doesn't make me go out; I don't make him stay home. It's a work-around that works for us.
With some effort, TOBS, you could find work-arounds that work: He makes an effort, when you nudge him, to dial it back; he goes to comedies with his friends, dramas with you; if he's working a room, he won't take offense if you slip into another room.
Give it—give him—a chance.
Q I'm a gay male college student in a healthy D/s relationship with a bisexual guy. My boyfriend posts pictures of our kink sessions to his Tumblr. (No faces.) A trans woman active in campus queer politics confronted me today. Ze had seen my boyfriend's Tumblr (!) and recognized me (!!!). Ze demanded I stop engaging in BDSM because ze has to see me on campus and knowing my boyfriend "controls and abuses" me is triggering for zir. Ze said images of me in medical restraints were particularly traumatizing. Ze was shaking and crying, and I wound up comforting zir. I stupidly let zir think I would stop. Now what? —Scenario Utterly Bananas
A You tell this woman you take orders from your boyfriend, SUB, not from random campus nutcases. You advise zir to stay away from Tumblr porn ze finds traumatizing. And if ze pushes back, you explain to zir that if anyone's being controlling and abusive here, it's zir. And if ze starts shaking and crying, SUB, direct zir to the student health centre.
And for your own protection, SUB, tell zir all of this with at least one witness present. Document everything, and if ze keeps getting in your face about your consensual, non-abusive D/s relationship, take the ironic step of filing a restraining order against zir.
Q I'm a 24-year-old gay male. My boyfriend and I have been together for just over a year. I have a hang-up when it comes to anal sex. I like bottoming, and I've had my fair share of great experiences, but I've bottomed only once with my boyfriend. I think I've identified why: The ceremonies around anal sex (the lube and condoms part) turn me off due to the smell of the lube and the sound of the condom wrapper. It brings up memories of times when I didn't have a great time bottoming. Additionally, he is a little bigger than most, so there's that. What do you suggest? When I top him, which is something we both enjoy, there isn't a problem. —Wants Anal Now, Goddamnit!
A That's an easily solved problem, WANG: There are 10 million brands of lube on the market, kiddo. Shop around.
As for the condom-wrapper issue, try opening condoms 10 or 20 minutes in advance. Condoms are likelier to be an interruption—one that derails hot butt sex—if you wait until the split second before penetration to bust one out. Open condom packets early, WANG, and put the condom on the BF during foreplay. That way, if the fumbling deflates your bottom-boner, you'll have time to make out, roll around, rim each other, stroke yourself—whatever it takes.
To get a handle on your performance anxiety and those negative associations, get some butt toys of varying sizes, and use 'em when you're alone. With no boyfriend around to disappoint, the penetration will be about your pleasure. In a month or two, with a little effort and new lube, you'll have built up a store of positive associations. And finally, WANG, if nothing works...maybe you're a top? a
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